The Bridal Expo

Well needless to say I had fun. Especially since my fiance and maid of honor went with me. (more like they took me lol) There were so many different things to look at. Lots of ideas. Tasting different cakes, I had never seen a push up cake. Remember the ice cream Push Pop's well a creative way was turned into Push up Cake's. I think it's cleaver for bridal party's or baby shower's but not for the actual wedding. So anyways, the most exciting part of the day was that my fiance was with me. =) A little glance of our Wedding, we have decided for the color scheme will be Red, Black, and White. The court will be riding around in Classic cars and for a twist, the invitation's will have skulls...to be continued....lol

Ready for tomorrow

So tomorrow is the bridal expo in Pasadena and I'm so excited. Today I went to David's bridal with my cousin Claudia and we setup an appointment for a dress fitting just to see what I would like to wear for our BIG day!!! I can't wait!!! YAY!!!!

New life

So this weekend was obviously labor day weekend. Before coming out to California I rarely celebrated any holiday's. Forth of July was different this year, I got to spend it with my fiance and his family and had a small BBQ. On labor day we spent it at my fiance's aunts house. The majority of his immediate family was there. I had forgotten how it was to be a part of a big family. They are not only good to me be they accepted my son with open arms and adore him. What I still need to adapt to is the different culture. See my fiance's moms side of the family is from Guatemala and his fathers side is from El Salvador. As for me, I'm so used to the Mexican lifestyle and food, the Chicano style, lol...My dad is from Zacatecas and my mom is from East L.A. As for how I'm used to Chicano style, it's from always being around Mexicans from Cd. Juarez.. So I got to get used to a different culture..My fiance got me to finally eat black beans, lol, which at first they looked gross but they are yummy lol. At the BBQ he wanted me to try some "Moronga" blood sausage, eww. I literally told him your crazy, lol...If I can't pronounce it or it looks gross I ain't having it, lol...Sorry my love...Anyways I love my new family and life...

The world around

Why is it that when you try and do things the right way something goes wrong. Either it's something small or something drastic. You help your loved ones or your friends and when the time comes for you needing their help,  it's as those they are never around. No matter how hard life gets at times always keep your head held high. No matter who or what tries bringing you down. As that one oldie but goodie "Smile now, cry later..."

in sync

Finally after over 2 months of being out here I'm finally able to say I'm in sync with communication other than facebook and google lol...sigh of relief

Very scary...

Well the other day I had gone to the doctor's for some results on some X-Ray's for my back,I had been diagnosed years ago with Scoliosis which is curvation of the spine. On top of that after both pregnancies it had twisted. So I've always had back problems, till this day. So which brings us back to the other day for the results, surprisingly the doctor said I was fine?.which I don't understand because most day's 89% of the time my back is killing me. Well the doctor didn't understand I guess said she was going to schedule different tests. Then before coming out to California, I was diagnosed with kidney stone's the size of grapes in both my kidney's. So let's put it this way I question how my fiance loves me so much because I'm almost always in pain?, but I know he takes care of me. He's the greatest! Then the doctor also said I was borderland diabetes's, which I just read an article about it which just scared me outta my high...lol...jk!!! That's why everyone needs to work out and eat healthy. I hate being in pain and not have energy to play with your kids....Determination!!!!!!!!!!!

My dream wedding

So I didn't really think that planning a wedding would be so stressful or overwhelming. Detail's detail's detail's, list's, budgeting...Trying to figure out, if I would like to do the whole big wedding like I've always dreamed of or have something simple. It's kinda hard with so many different obstacles in the way. My dream wedding is getting married by the beach and have a candle lite ceremony. Not too big but classy and simple. The only thing is that I don't really have much family that would be coming out. As far as for friends who knows. We shall see what happens...I already have the man of my dreams!!!